Currently killing time for accounts tuition starts around 6.15p.m. And,it's now 5.35p.m. Attempting to skip dinner.Somehow,this reminds me of a private blog and i am keeping it this way.I mean,i never told a single soul about this new blog.Well,maybe i may make not so close human beings link me,for a certain reason.
I find myself falling into depression as,problem after problems occur.i mean,give me a break.I am dying for a friend who can listen to me and support me the whole way through everything.My one and only candidate ; Jesus Christ.He's the only person who never blames me when, i stop 'hanging out' with him.Give an example; I stop talking to X.X doesnt like it, and we end up in a problematic friendship.
It's the religion thing now.Close your ears.I am a Christian but,not so active back at church unlike the last time.People didnt like that idea.Did Jesus say anything?Most nut heads would be like he aint human,he cant talk and tell you things.But,if Satan can influence our lives, Jesus himself can too.Deep down inside,i sense the disappointment.I know He is waiting and waiting for the right time to come when,i myself will be a living testimony of a Christan Life.
Throughout the hardly-go-to-church season, i promise you i never once back slided.That is one awesome proof of how real i think of God as.He hears me out when i need a shoulder to lean on.He solves my problems.He was my punching bag.How can i let go off someone so awesome and wonderful?
I hardly go to church but,it's the relationship between Him and I that matters so much.I dont have to lift up my hands in a crowded area to show how Holy i actually am.Like i said,the most valuable and essential thing is a relationship led with God.
It's six already.Better get going.
xoxo.
I find myself falling into depression as,problem after problems occur.i mean,give me a break.I am dying for a friend who can listen to me and support me the whole way through everything.My one and only candidate ; Jesus Christ.He's the only person who never blames me when, i stop 'hanging out' with him.Give an example; I stop talking to X.X doesnt like it, and we end up in a problematic friendship.
It's the religion thing now.Close your ears.I am a Christian but,not so active back at church unlike the last time.People didnt like that idea.Did Jesus say anything?Most nut heads would be like he aint human,he cant talk and tell you things.But,if Satan can influence our lives, Jesus himself can too.Deep down inside,i sense the disappointment.I know He is waiting and waiting for the right time to come when,i myself will be a living testimony of a Christan Life.
Throughout the hardly-go-to-church season, i promise you i never once back slided.That is one awesome proof of how real i think of God as.He hears me out when i need a shoulder to lean on.He solves my problems.He was my punching bag.How can i let go off someone so awesome and wonderful?
I hardly go to church but,it's the relationship between Him and I that matters so much.I dont have to lift up my hands in a crowded area to show how Holy i actually am.Like i said,the most valuable and essential thing is a relationship led with God.
It's six already.Better get going.
xoxo.
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